I really have to stop this stupid habit of mine, becoming a googly-eyed mess around certain people. okay, around two guys. -.- it would sure save me a hell lot of embarrassment. half the time I don't even know what I'm talking about when I'm in this state, and I mean I really just blurt whatever comes to mind.

and that's not good, because my thoughts never, never ever, come coherently, even in normal situations... except when I'm dead serious about something, like doing work, or just reflecting.