57 masquerade

I'm amused tonight, because my Mr Guilty Pleasure recognized me from really far away and he smiled and waved. awfully nice of him. it didn't exactly make my day, but it still made me feel so gratified. albeit momentarily.

LOL I know how that sounds, but you know I've barely spoken more than three sentences to him in my entire life. YOU would be momentarily gratified too if you totally dug some guy, but have never actually had a proper conversation with him, and then he knows your face already.

...oh damn, I wish I had a better way to cheer myself up. this getting over ___ just takes the fight right out of me. why can't it be easier, a hundred times easier!