59 that's what she said.

eh I have nothing to blog about sia. going out later. still haven't done much work. the only thing I've done is read my globalisation infopack. which isn't really even work in the first place. I'm too horrified to look at my homework list. which is conveniently buried under all the rubbish in my bag, which is conveniently stuffed under the chair next to my cpu.

oh yea, drama was awesome. :) made new friends, lasting friendships? I don't know. I thought it would really suck, honestly but it was awesome! it started out being horrible and then it became really good overnight. haha. literally...sort of. of course, not without real-life drama behind the scenes. lol. but it was good la. :) I think everyone had loads of fun. and I wish mcs had more events like these...

even though technically I should be wishing for the exact opposite, since this is my alevel year. but heh. I like mcs. what can I say.

I've kinda been thinking about how fast things are gonna go. well, how fast they've gone, are going, gonna go... whatever.. then I realize one year isn't quite enough to (all at once) get all the mugging done, spend enough time with all the friends, every single one of them, show people how much you love them, in my case, maybe a person. cram in last-minute cip hours, stack up all the outside-school extra-curricular stuff I wanted to do..... all at once.

well I can't say I gave every one of those things I listed a shot, but I can say I did give most of them a shot. with varying degrees of intensity... but no matter how everything turns out, j2 is going to be one of the most memorable experiences of my life. I wish I could just freeze these memories and be able to play them again in my head like a camcorder, but more than that I also wish I could to some extent stay this age forever, and that all my friends would stay the same age.

after this year whether we like it or not we're gonna drift apart. the guys are going off to NS. the girls won't be going anywhere, but not being able to see one another every day anymore would surely take a toll on our friendships. and we're not all going to the same school next year, it isn't like how it was from sec4 to j1.

I don't want that to happen. though it's almost a certainty. it's one thing to say to one another "I'm not gonna go off and do my own thing!" but it's another thing to stick to it. I don't wanna lose any of you guys. ):