41 stimulate the economy!

read this somewhere... damn nice. think it's damn sweet. :)


You don’t make me go weak in the knees. My heart doesn’t skip a beat when I see you. I don’t freeze up when I talk to you. You don’t make me marvel at you by just standing there, I don’t find you perfect no matter what you do. I still think you’re a jackass sometimes, because you do whatever the heck you want..

But I feel so warm inside when I see you, there’s no tingly sensation, just warmth, like my soul is happy to see you and it’s squealing with joy. I take time to think, really think, what to say before I say anything to you, because it matters to me what you think of it. I catch a glimpse of you in the most unexpected of times.. and I secretly think that you’re at you’re best when you’re oblivious, you look like a million bucks if you’d just believe. I never thought you were perfect and I never will think you are perfect, because I know your flaws. It matters less to me, though.

As far as it gets, you’re the best I ever had.

pretty darn good, huh. it's just so honest, and no-frills, just straight up raw sincerity. I love it man.

I went shopping yesterday! with polly and kris and vanessa. spent almost 6 hours at orchard shoppinggggg :) I survived! surprisingly, haha. well somehow, and maybe it has something to do with watching shopaholic lol, I didn't feel so daunted by the idea of spending so much time doing nothing but shopping hahaha. but it was quite tiring towards the end, I mean after walking all around far east....it was literally shop till you drop. haha.

well at least it was productive! i bought two cardigans, two tshirts, and two hairbands. for fifty bucks in total. far east is the best. :)

and I need more tshirts! lol I love the ones i already bought :P and I also need new flats. but I think I'm gonna replace that with vans shoes. :) my converse ones are still wearable but they're falling apart, and the vans shoes are soooo prettttttyyyy. they're only 40 bucks after discount! how cool is that!

I want a necklace too, those big long hanging ones. not blingbling -.- one which either has a heart or a star on it.

I should go shopping with my cousin soon. :) yay life is good.

...whoa wtf did I just spend all that time talking about shopping?! >.<

okay here's a fun fact for you:

I AM MEGA FREAKED OUT!

because 1. I haven't gone to starbucks in two weeks, no caramel frappe in two weeks and no Friendly Cute Starbucks guy to flirt with (haha just kidding. I don't even say anything to him, he's just the Friendly Cute Starbucks Guy. I don't even know his name, think I'ma let it stay that way, so he'll forever be anonymous to me.)

2. I get very freaked out when people who aren't even my friends observe me for extended periods of time, without any particular reason. I don't know why, I feel like a piece of wood when it happens, I mean haven't you GOT better things to stare at??! oh look, a hot girl wearing short shorts and a tight tank top's walking past, STARE AT HER WHY DON'T YOU, just quit giving me goosebumpssss. T_T

okay I'm gonna get more tshirts today and I'm gonna go starbucks as well. wah I damn rich ah. lol.

I LOVE FREE SATURDAYS! :D