hit me like a ray of sun

halo is my new favourite song. from beyonce :)

tonight I'm strangely at peace with myself. just contented for some reason, though I am aware of all my flaws...

seems this year will be a year that calls for a lot of growing up... well I'm all for it. I want to grow up. quite frankly, I'm dying to grow up. spiritually, mentally, emotionally... I think the reason why I wanna do it is because I wanna navigate myself around the adult world. "adult", actually, because I'm technically not 18 yet...

and as for the other major issue in my life. ie ALEVELS.

BRING IT ON, BABY. BRING. IT. ON.

huahua okay so now moving on :) let's talk about the weekend!

well first of all, there it goes. flying away in the distance... I wanted to use it to do ihist term paper! at least do the outline, because I don't have the book references yet. and today was the only day left to do it, because saturday one whole day I was out.

after madrasah thought want to go home, then my mum suggested going to labrador park. and then we went to mt faber. and then to vivocity. and then now I'm quite tired and though I already reread my ihist notes, I can't seem to get my brain to churn out anything that has an ounce of intellectual worth. -.-

but at least tomorrow there's econs tuition. at 730, no less. T.T that means a good six hours of rotting in school. I have to go to orchard and run an errand for my dad, but then still got four hours at the least.. should be good enough!

moving on!

saturday. mcs orientation!

damn fun eh :) had amazing race, which I honestly thought would be more tiring than fun, but it wasn't so bad. it's fun being the facilitator! cos right, you know all the answers to the clues and the tasks at each station, and the answers all damn lame, so while the poor j1s sweat it out you just RILEK ONE CORNERRRRR.... and laugh at them hahaha :P

but it was honestly very fun. my group came in last but that doesn't matter. haha. made a few new friends and hung out with old friends...

random convo between me and zul. it was the last station ready, marina barrage, and we were supposed to look for wally the water droplet. zul thought it was willy at first.

z: we supposed to look for willy right? I don't see any willy
s: ..that's kinda sick.
z: ?
s: you know what willy means right?
z: ....yeahhhh
s: I see lots of willies, but not The Willy.
z: SICK! eh it's WALLY lah.

hahahaha. (x

k I'm tired, and I think I'm falling sick. ewwwww. :x bye.